Not sure what to do. I made a public discovery that I think is important, but am not sure who to tell or what to do. Apparently, I have been doing something wrong these last few years, and am willing to do what it takes to make up for past wrongs, and get this information to the right people.
I have epilepsy, and honestly love my illness. I survived one hell of a ride, and it gave me a unique perspective on life, and I can't be thankful enough. The problem is that I made this discovery regarding Santa Economics, but because of the stigma of my illness, and the fact I have a hard time connecting with people, it has made it almost impossible to get started. I really had the best intentions, and never cared about money. But when I realized how much money was available to the charities, of course I cared. This thing was not meant for a guy like me. Sure, I will keep trying, but I can't do this myself. I stopped caring about Santa in a way that I hate, and just want to get on with my life.
I know this was a horrible introduction, but I just wanted to be honest. I don't know what to do, and that has turned me into a basketcase...At what point should I listen to people and just give up?