MarlenS wrote:marissa
need to admit I don’t see any ways to resume our relations. I even don’t know where they live the same as they don’t know where I’m now and what a problem I want to solve now. I don't feel sad about that. Sh*t happens. It was a bit wrong to call them alcoholics. Perhaps there are people who suffered from more serious problems .but it's better to name them Beasts and Creatures! The terrible clue to dig out the true cause of my bad memories is that my younger sister has dead because they had left her completely alone for too long to have a fun. It’s unforgivable crime. She was just a suckling baby. and I was far from the city we lived because I studied. .. .
holy crap! i feel for you so much. you're totally right, they are beasts! good for you that you managed to escape from this nightmare. but don't blame yourself in what happend,although it's an awful misfortune. i hate that there are so many things in this world we can't change...
I'm shocked. but it seems like your past could influence your present and future in the worst manner. I'm praying for you!xxx