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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby MarlenS » Tue Mar 28, 2017 1:28 pm

momsie
Guess we haven’t enough might to downplay the influence of that accident on my teenagehood. I think I have been unconscious for entire year after that. I’ve suddenly stopped to feel anything, hidden my personality into depth. I was under fictional shell but still vulnerable. It was painful to see, and it’s painful to keep in memories.
I know that the ‘man’ was arrested and sentenced to five years, ‘woman’ was sent to the bedlam.

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby marissa » Tue Mar 28, 2017 1:54 pm

MarlenS wrote:marissa

need to admit I don’t see any ways to resume our relations. I even don’t know where they live the same as they don’t know where I’m now and what a problem I want to solve now. I don't feel sad about that. Sh*t happens. It was a bit wrong to call them alcoholics. Perhaps there are people who suffered from more serious problems .but it's better to name them Beasts and Creatures! The terrible clue to dig out the true cause of my bad memories is that my younger sister has dead because they had left her completely alone for too long to have a fun. It’s unforgivable crime. She was just a suckling baby. and I was far from the city we lived because I studied. .. .


holy crap! i feel for you so much. you're totally right, they are beasts! good for you that you managed to escape from this nightmare. but don't blame yourself in what happend,although it's an awful misfortune. i hate that there are so many things in this world we can't change...
I'm shocked. but it seems like your past could influence your present and future in the worst manner. I'm praying for you!xxx

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby MarlenS » Tue Mar 28, 2017 2:11 pm

marissa

Why do I have to blame myself? I was just a student, did I have to control my adult parents? Oh, no.
It has been written as the post about my current issue. And I suddenly faced with a crowd of Freuds!
It wasn’t my guilty, my brain can’t juxtapose these absolutely different facts – my little sister’s death many years ago and my fertile problem today.
Do you really think that any medical assistance will not change my life till I forget that tragedy?

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby marissa » Wed Mar 29, 2017 10:22 am

@Marlen
take it easy hun! maybe I was wrong asking loads of questions, sorry. I know you need support and a piece of advice, well, I can share my experience. maybe it's helpful to yuo. So, a year ago I applied to a doctor hoping to find out the reason for my infertility. It wasn't clear however. After 4 years of fruitless attempts IVF became my last hope. I underwent 2 cycles but no go. I was scared and tired and didn't want to move on, not with ivf. time went by and I walked tall again. Then 2 cycles of donor egg IVFs abroad. Well, now I'm on my 2ww. maybe such treatment is suitable for you too

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby MarlenS » Wed Mar 29, 2017 11:17 am

marissa
Nothing wrong. I just recollected bad moments it made me nervous. Sorry if said something rude. But that terrible occurrence had marked my fate. I can’t leave from this, it will be beside be all the time.
You really think so? can this method help me to overcome curse? But if pregnancy don’t happen once again it will be the next disappointment.
But all these damned ifs…
What do you think?

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby marissa » Thu Mar 30, 2017 1:45 pm

Marlen, I get it. Bad things are easy to forget, but those feelings are with your forever.
I'm not a doc but if you are healthy enough to carry a baby, then maybe it's an option. you need to have your gyno's advice in that case. And stop thinking about those what ifs please. You need to fight after all bad things you had in your past. Take yourself together and just move on like I did.
I'm praying for you!

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby MarlenS » Fri Apr 07, 2017 10:29 am

marissa
Thank you very much, my dear! So pleasant to understand that absolutely unfamiliar people share their experience with me and show their care and support me. it’s madly touching.
I can’t easily express my deep feelings and my sadness. So strong melancholy that’s coming from the stomach that captures my existence.
Because I see how we all suffer.
I’ll fight and don’t promise I can forget my past. It’s indeed killing me and significant to me the same time.

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby marissa » Fri Apr 07, 2017 10:46 am

MarlenS
I understand you and your feelings to some extent.
It's great that the support we give each other is so easy to provide and so important to receive it. I hope you got me right.
Regarding your problem, if I were you I would try again. To be honest, it must be your decision. You may discuss it with your husband but it's your body and your choice. Trust your guts. And if you're ready to move on, then start as soon as possible. Don't waist your time thinking about what ifs

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby MarlenS » Fri Apr 07, 2017 1:43 pm

marissa

Maybe you are right and I should keep on trying but as you said it’s personal case and body and life and relations with husband.
I’d love to have easier fate and feel I can fly and change everything. But in fact in my reality I’m just a woman who wants to be loved mom and who can’t explain the impossibility of it.
Thank you, dear.
I think you know the value of time better that most of us.

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Re: explain me the unexplained

Unread postby sara » Fri Jul 14, 2017 4:24 am

MarlenS wrote:We tried to build our family since we had married. You have to know we are younger than 30, my husband has good sperm the same as I have good egg quality. For more than two years at the beginning we have been trying to conceive without treatment. After cycle of Clomid and IUI we didn’t achieve pregnancy. It wasn’t the end of our journey. Also we passed through two IVF rounds and our pregnancy didn’t begin.
What I can think and do? We still have a huge desire to become parents to experience this feeling. The doctors don’t explain any reasons but only statistic, that 10-20 % couples have the same problem.
We have enough money, wish, and health to continue and we ask for your advices.

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Hello, Marlen. I hope you are alright. I'm sorry to hear this, I want you to be strong and fine. I know a clinic in Kiev, Ukraine That won't cost you too much. It provides egg donation and surrogacy with unlimited attempts, which guarantee its succession. It is also ISO certified which means their services meet your expectations. It provides you with transportation, accommodation and food for free. If you are interested and want to know more, message me. The clinic name is Biotexcom.

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