by HealthForum » Sun Mar 27, 2011 4:32 pm
I am 8 weeks pregnant. This is my second pregnancy, but I miscarried at 9 weeks back in March. I am feeling so horrible. I haven't left my house in over a week. I'm avoiding my friends and family. I lay in bed all day and cry. I can't even take a shower. I've been off of work for the summer and I'm scared to start up again next week. Don't know if I'll be able to do it. My husband tries to be supportive, but he gets frustrated and doesn't understand why I feel this way. Honestly, I don't either. I want to be happy and excited, but I feel like I'm being crushed by this depression and anxiety. I feel like there's no end in sight. I have had episodes of depression in the past, but this might be the worse. I am worried about my baby being able to thrive when I am feeling so low. I feel so alone. It would be nice to know that there are others who have had or are having a similar experience.