... It's so hard to admit, but I sometimes cut my arms... You know, 4 months ago I read about this girl who cuts her arms and I thought- this will never happen to me.... And here I am!
I started two months ago - I had a huge fight with my parents, I was so angry and hurt, I had no one to talk to, so I just took a knife and cut my arm.... It felt better... I had a huge scar, so I stopped.... Or at least thats what I thought...
Last week I started to cut my arms again.... I know it's wrong, but I cannot help it.... Every time I cut my arm I think to myself that this is the last time.... But then I have a fight with my mom and I do it again.... I really need help!!! I have so many problems at home and in school... I have no friends to talk to and I can't talk to my family, because they will be so disappointed... My dad is really ill, my mom is working really hard to keep our family together, I just can't do this to them!!!! Please... I just need someone to talk to... Someone who can help me... I've had a depression three years ago, I spent two months in a hospital, took pills for ages, went to so many therapeits I lost count.... I just don't whant to go through all that again.... Please help!!!!!
if you know how to help me please write....