by HealthForum » Sun Mar 27, 2011 4:52 pm
My wife and I was on ok terms. Things was going ok. We had our ups and downs but nothing that was crazy and we loved each other. I mean we just went out and had lunch laughing holding hands. I come home from work and she tells me she is unhappy and leaving. I was in shock. The next day after work I just could not go home, it was just going going to make me lose it, like just break down so I went to a hotel for two days. I sent an email saying that I would be home Sunday and when I got there she was gone alone with some of her things. It is just a total shock. I know how she is when she makes up her mind. There is no turning back. Everytime I eat, I feel sick. I want to just cry all the time. Its like someone I love has died. Plus on top of this I have never lived alone. I feel sleepy all the time now, do not want to clean up the house. Don't really feel like doing crap. I am sure all this will pass but (not my wife coming back, just me feeling like death) right now it is pretty damn hard. Feel like my heart has been stepped on. Hurts pretty bad.