I'm a 21 years old female and my problem isn't so much about my emotions
as it is about my lack there of. I never get angry, depressed, sad, jealous or anything really. There are a few things that make me happy, sometimes mildly worried but that's about it. I highly dislike people and am in no hurry to be in any type of relationship. I just don't really care about anything. I'm not suicidal or anything, but I know that this is not normal.
I get stomach cramps and feel sick when around people too long, even my best friends and family members. I freeze up when around people and sometimes I stutter or I can't speak when introduced to new people. But I know this should bother me, but it doesn't. Anything I need, company or sexual satisfaction, I can take care of by myself. I don't even interact with people online (except with this)
The thing is, I'm only really concerned about this because my family is concerned. I only have two friends and I don't go out to meet people. Also I talk to myself a lot. I'm not talking to voices or anything, just myself, but sometimes I talk out loud and that worries people. I like to hold conversations with myself, usually explaining stuff to myself. I don't know why I do it, I just do.
I also have a vivid imagination and often play pretend with myself. Pretending people are there around me, talking about me. Or I pretend I'm talking to people, like a psychiatrist or tourist. Explaining things and such. Most of the time I'm silent about it, but occasionally I'll laugh out loud or roll my eyes for no reason, and people look at me weird. I'm even doing this while working and talking to people, I just can't turn off my mind.